take me back
Feb. 5th, 2025 03:31 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
penceyperpi'm too old now.
my life has just gotten away from me to an extreme degree... where has the past decade gone? what the hell happened to me? just a slow downward sinking. nothing about my adulthood stands out in my mind. i have no particular memories. it's just been one long day, these past 12 years, in which i am half-awake half the time, and completely beside myself, insane with grief, the other half.
i have lived my life completely empty. life is too fast for me.
my life has just gotten away from me to an extreme degree... where has the past decade gone? what the hell happened to me? just a slow downward sinking. nothing about my adulthood stands out in my mind. i have no particular memories. it's just been one long day, these past 12 years, in which i am half-awake half the time, and completely beside myself, insane with grief, the other half.
i have lived my life completely empty. life is too fast for me.
