giving up

[penceyperp]

i'm pretty jealous of the people who have had one blog for 20 years. i would love that, as embarrassing as it would be for me. i've been online since 2007 but i've never stuck to one thing for very long. i've always jumped around and made a million accounts. even sites that i've consistently used for a long time (twitter), i've had so many accounts that you wouldn't know i've been there for that long. and anyway, apart from bebo (rip), i wasn't on any of the good websites. i didn't know about deadjournal/livejournal/whatever until i was 16, and i only ever read fanfics off them since i've never had anything to post about. i guess there's tumblr, but like i said, i jump around and abandon accounts too much. i'm usually trying to avoid people.

idk what i'm rambling on about. i'm nostalgic for something i was never even a part of.